Sunday, September 12, 2010


THE SURREAL DIARY


When I tell the world, “Someday, I’ll have the best love story to tell,
a love story that I’ll feel proud to share…” I’m confident I could do it!

Nice chilly morning I wake up, another fabulous day ahead! People making my mornings worth gettin’ up for, suddenly filled up my thoughts & make me flash a sweet smile…

The day would begin with a cup of hot stuff in the morning followed by a light breakfast. Head straight to the bath room doin’ my thing, with my ‘must haves’: shampoo & conditioner. Can’t lose that team up! Dress up simply & comfortably, glam a little…face powder, light lip tint & lip gloss is Ok. My hair twirls will do the rest, hehe. That’s simply my usual girl thing.

What a great way to begin and end the day – just me & my curly hair, make me feel just fine! Then, get to my workplace at 9:00. Log on to FB, checking my friend requests, messages, notifications and photo comments from friends…updating juicy & wacky blog post & the rest will be playful ehehe...

I should say, Ann is inspired & driven!
Trusting my instinct, I know when I’ve finally found the one rockin’…

I have often wished for someone special to love & will love me back. That somewhere in this world, there is a special person for me. (Midnight Phantom, ikaw ba yan?) I won’t look for him, I know he’s existing…wink! ;)

I wish to have someone who cares for me the way I do for him; someone good enough with brilliant mind and a good sense of humor. I get attracted to a guy with sense & substance that sees the real side of life yet is able to gladly compromise from it. He should be able to fit himself in any situation that I am into, accepting whatever I can, whoever I am, even for what I’m not. (charity case ba ito teh?) I wish to enjoy with someone who knows how to have fun & has a zest to life! (Oh, it’s not too much to ask anyway!)

I want to be with someone I wished of having! Simple, he ‘MUST BE’ my best friend (that’s an order!) we’ll be treating each other as young lovers (as if always first time) it will be more exciting having our hard-to-get ways & ‘childlike’ thing once in a while. Trip-trip lang. Masaya yun! It’s the small details of your lives that really matter in a relationship. So find time to be friends and make gentle things for each other that build a lasting friendship…

“Why act like a frog when you can be a princess?”

I should say that, I really don’t know much about love & relationship like what I thought, I knew. It’s a sort of foolishness & curiosity at first. It wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be. But I never regret any bumps & bruises of the past (its part of life) somehow, it made me what I am right now. This time, I want to look at love in a higher, grander view. I’d rather be a princess to make smart choices with maturity to realize that’s it’s not a matter of being the perfect person but it’s a matter of being the right one for someone you choose to love.

“True love waits though it may take long, but it will always take you to where you belong,” an excerpt from Japh’s forwarded txt, “Take one step at a time”, according to Yhen, “Life is difficult without love” as to Charlette, “Love is worth a sacrifice” as to Rannel, and “Love Sucks!” for Jesse.

“love is a gift not to EXPLAIN but to EXPERIENCE”

The journey is to be enjoyed, savored & celebrated. Don’t miss the point of each passing moment. No need to hurry & rush into things you’re not certain of. When you’re ready to trust again, your heart knows when…let the love begin! ‘Love must be sincere!’ it has to be genuine & earnest. This command leaves no reason for pain. Love is powerful, yet delicate. To love is to understand this. To love is to respect this because “It’s not easy to give love & just get hurt! It’s so ironic how overwhelmed one could be when in love and then feel shattered when all the damn feelings lost its way. Therefore, to foster meaningful relationships, one must forget LOVE & focus on trust, respect & consistency of friendship.

Learn to trust the perfect time. It is unwavering, unflagging to discover that all the pain in waiting has a wonderful reward in the end. In God’s time, you’ll fall in love with the right person for the right reason. Love will be worth the wait! When that time comes, you’ll forget you ever waited. Seems that your ‘destined someone’ has removed blinders from your eyes and you can only see the world full of “magic, mystery & happiness.”

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